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Thursday, August 23, 2012
I Know The Things We Care Never Turn Around
Exactly 2 weeks since then, I am all alone.I am feeling emotional today. Maybe bcos I am sick now. Feeling the heartache today.
Knowing that I still love him but I have to let him go so that he can pursue what he wants to do.....its not easy.
I thought I am strong enough for the entire time.
& I didn't cry much for that first few days.
People around me think that maybe I didn't really love him that much.
Though I doubt it. But its true that I didnt feel the ache at that time.
One of the reason must be bcos I am prepared for the ans.
I am well aware of the ans.
Little did I know . . . .
It seems that whenever I am weak, I start to miss about everything.
The ring that he promised me..
The future that he promised me..
The things he'd said to me..
The things we do together every weekend..
He build up all the trust in me.
& then he crumbled everything...
Now,
I am faced w someone who thinks that he is serious about me when I have all the reason pointing straight at him that everything will change. Just like Jon.......................
In a silly moment, I almost gave in and I held it back once I recalled my past 2 ex-es.
And then I start to think what went wrong & I still don't get it.
I still don't get it.
I tried my very best.
I tried my very very best.
& why is it so
that things end up this way.
I thought we are doing good, I am doing good, he is doing good.
What's wrong.
What went wrong.
He was the one who insist that he thinks I am the one and that I was the first girl he'd ever clicked with.
2 years later.
He was also the one who insist that he thinks that we are not compatible.
Just 4 weeks ago.
I rmb
He hugged me and said that we will walk down the aisle together.
I didn't want to give in 100%
After he said that.
I totally gave in everything on stakes.
4 weeks later,
Look at what we are now.
最熟悉的陌生人
Just like 4 years ago . . . . .. . .. . .. .
I did insist that we don't contact anymore.
Now, I regretted much.
& I could do nothing about it.
Fairytales are fake, so does the sky lantern .. . ..
曾經許下的願望
永遠要和你一起的願望
為什麼現在變得不一樣
曾經了解的眼光
為什麼現在感情卻變涼
我們說好的秘密
迷失了
I've missed you
8/23/2012 04:25:00 PM