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scold her, she kept silent.
nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
pamper her, she booast.
truely ♥ her, she purrs ;)
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Friday, October 8, 2010
To My Dearest Silliest Darling:
If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry, I'll be your pillow.
If you want a hug, I'll be your kolar bear.
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.
But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.
Loves As Always,
Jess`ca
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After reading HY's blog, i've been wailing..
Yes, not only crying but pathetically crying ..
I seriously seriously wanted to help her, talked her round & basically worrying about her even when im with Jon but everything seems futile ...
I feel hopelessly hopeless!
I can do nothing but give my bestest shot in advice for her .. Be there for her ..
Yet time & again, time & again, TIME AND AGAIN .. she is saying about death is a better choice ..
I really dun like her saying that, or anyone! That i care & concern about. Ok. not that i dun like it.. but I HATE IT. I hate people around me talking about death upon them.
I feel like scolding her like she'd did when i screwed up things in a childish manner back then & the scolding actually knock me into some sense.
However, on top of everything, she is super fragil and weak right now.
& i was as silly and stupid and dumb as her back then.
Bcos i keep thinking about death will be a better choice for me in the past when i'm at how emo she is at the moment.
I even went to the sea all by myself & almost jump off from the cliff & drown/ get washed off .
Unlike her that she sorta wrote her suicide/ death note on blog, i wrote it down on paper like 4 to 5 pages for my family & leave it on the coffee table .
Darling,
see what i have right now.
Do you see happiniess?
I will not deny that i am a happy girl right now. & if you are really not a selfish person whom i know better than you are that YOU ARE NOT one selfish-monger, you would not wan me to grieve for you & be emo the rest of my life for you.
If you ever ever, EVER, do anything silly, i will not forgive you & break off, immediately.
Do you understand me.
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We've been thru alot. & we still are now..
We've only got one life & god probably alr planned everything for us..
Remember, we all stumble & fall, everyone of us.
That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.
So when you're gone.
You dun go alone.
You left all ur memories in our heart, soul and mind, be it the bad ones or the goody ones.
Stay with me hui yi .
We've made a pact rmb?
A pact about having afternoon high class high tea while gossiping, or having nights out with our kids left at home and blaaaa ..
It might be a joke to you or a anyhow randomness talks, but i've alr carve it in my future memo.
Call me stubborn or childish & i dun care, we have to do all that we've naive-ly talked about.
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself. ~Frances Ward
Weller
10/08/2010 10:55:00 AM