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nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
pamper her, she booast.
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
It has already been 2 weeks and ........ ........ .....
i couldn't get this song out of my head.
i just couldn't forget that very day when he rang me up in the middle of the night and requested me to go over his place.
i knew from start that he was very troubled with his ex and he wanted someone to lean on. he was there when i was sad. so i eventually went over (with much thoughts).
i couldn't forget how sorrowful he sang this song with tears stinging in his eyes without flowing out and have to smile so hardly bcos im there.
i know this feeling!
T_T
but he always thot i'm just a small girl who lacks enormous in such stuff.
& i did not know how to express to him letting him know how much i actually did understand how he felt.
so i just kept quiet, most of the times.
Eventually,
i sang this song with him bcos i didn't want him to feel lonely when he alr is.
but he whined that i didn't put in emotion when i sing.
i didn't want to feel attached to this song for i didn't want to feel sad again bcos of my 1st r/s.
i know i will cry when i did so.
(that is why i always avoided chi songs.)
Still,
i sang it with emotion, biting back much of emotion coming out from me though.
i was here for counselling, not the other way round.
Arrrsshh!
i couldn't forget his crying.
i wanted to help, but there is nth i could do.
i felt so petite & totally helpless.
I couldn't help worrying.
I couldn't stop crying for him when i sing this song.
Remembering each grief words he'd told me.
He is a good guy.
But he always did things and wanted to show he is not.
Why.
Why are there so many ppl who is acting it this way.
Sadly,
i am one of them.
So i understand.
Really understand.
We're always pretending to be heroes, acting strong and stuff liddat.
When we're alone.
We just cry like shit pitifully with heart throbbing till we feel like dying.
whenever i think of this.
i just can't stop worrying him.
6/03/2010 12:17:00 AM