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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Do you have secrets?
i bet you do.

i asked hazel "为什麼每个人都会有秘密 ?"
she told me, "cause no body is perfect. so we have secrets, to conceal our imperfections in our life.."

that is so... too cruelly true.


in de previous post,
i did mention something like this:


小时候的世界只有黑色与白色,
喜欢的就开心,
不喜欢的就不要,
长大后, 知道了还有灰色这一块 ..


Translation:
when we're young, we only know black & white in our life; wrong & right.
we like, we're happy.
we dun like, we throw tantrum, we cry.

when we grow up, we realise there is also gray side in our life.
this gray, mainly consist of secrets.

secrets that we do not want others to know.
secrets that could not be told.
secrets that should not be told.


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nowadays, i have so many of them.
so many.. so many.. so many and many and many of them.....
so many that it made me feel heavy.
so many that i always need to drink to forget them, temporary (at least).

but secrets,
made me to be stronger, or should i say, it force me to be stronger. i need to be..
it taught me so much of things in life.. cruel things; reality in life.



For my story wif him.
i can only use one song to exactly depicts how it is & how i feel now:

藍又時《秘密》


你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底

想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情说好不提起
让我们都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律


btw,
sat's plan.
it almost get foiled by some drunkard -.-!
but lucky things goes wad's in my mind.

even so,
i doesn't felt how it should have been.

was funny weird.
& i knew de ans to it.
just that,
i dun wanna admit it.

fcuk.


things are always complicated for me

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