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She's imperfectly perfect.
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scold her, she kept silent.
nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
pamper her, she booast.
truely ♥ her, she purrs ;)
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Friday, October 23, 2009
HOPE, i see;
Alright Alright Alright ..
i should make some quick update now.
truthfully speaking, i didnt expect so many of u cared.. (but u all indeed are)
which im so touched to know!
i really didnt know .....
& im sorry.
Everytime i sleep, i couldnt.
i can toss & turn in bed like forever.
when i finally did,
i'd dream about me dying away, getting murdered, (ex)boyf kanna snatched, quarreled wif close frens, me bickering wif my aunt ..
& it's everyday u know..
When i woken up from nightmares,
i'll cry.
after soothing myself by hugging myself..
i realise it's another start of tormenting harsh reality that i have to face & accept.
i should make some quick update now.
truthfully speaking, i didnt expect so many of u cared.. (but u all indeed are)
which im so touched to know!
i really didnt know .....
& im sorry.
Everytime i sleep, i couldnt.
i can toss & turn in bed like forever.
when i finally did,
i'd dream about me dying away, getting murdered, (ex)boyf kanna snatched, quarreled wif close frens, me bickering wif my aunt ..
& it's everyday u know..
When i woken up from nightmares,
i'll cry.
after soothing myself by hugging myself..
i realise it's another start of tormenting harsh reality that i have to face & accept.
All these.... is just tearing me down to brink.
* * *
had almost really did something silly for days.
had been thinking (in-a-good-way) for days.
N o w .
i'm glad to say im still in whole. :)
so my deariie frens..
dun worry le.
im standing up again. :)
for de sake of ppl who care for me..
i know that many of u will say i should live on for de sake of myself..
but now, i still cant find any reason to.
so all i can only say is ...
- F o r .all of. y o u -
i got to know you are worried.
that's the reason i choose to live on.
Be there always.
For when im lonely,
i dun say.
For when im in need of help,
i rarely speak.
Tired.
but im contented.
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10/23/2009 02:14:00 AM