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nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
words left unspoken
i always take things for granted.only when i wanted to change, everthing is too late for that ..
& i always dun listen.
ppl alr. say A+B = C
but i will still stubbornly, forcefully put A+B = AB.
when i realise A+B really cannot be AB but it's C.. i then start to blame myself for not listening.
very bai chi hor.? lol.
i always like to try things.. ever since young i jiu always wan to try things dat i wanted to..
even though ppl say it's wrong to do this, it's wrong to do that ..
i'll eventually still go try try ..
when try le cannot ..
den scold myself .. put blame upon ownself ..
i'm sorry.
im so sorry dat i always dun say wad i intend to say which i know it can help many situations better in de past.
im so sorry to say numerous of hurful things so dat i can protect myself.
im so sorry dat only until now when everything really turn sour this time round i then wanted to be de girl u always wanted me to be.
im so sorry to keep blaming you for not treating me well when u did so much for me & i did nth at all for you.
i only rmb to say how bad u are and everything, but always tend to forget how good u treated me until i had chit chat wif frens.
* * *
i wont forget dat night
remembering how terrible i am.. crying non-stop and telling you dat i like him so much but i couldnt say so because i alr have you..
de only thing u said is "silly, u love someone dat he doesnt likes you.. and de person who really loves you is just infront of you.."
though u stroke my head & choked ur words & controlled ur tears.. i know.. i really hurt u so much dat i cried again for being so foolish.. ...
im craving so much for de past you..
because u'd changed totally so cold dat u say u might in one fine day, and dun i regret.
but i am always so boastful & confidence dat u wont do dat to me.. and i wont regret.
im always falling deaf ears to words, ain't i ?
when can i learn to be a bitch so that i wont get ditch when i got a hitch.?
frens out there.
i really am grateful for de concern u all gave,
from de bottom of my heart.
thanks(:
7/15/2009 02:54:00 AM