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Friday, June 5, 2009
today sure as hell a moody idiot day.
midway brushing teeth, i vomited yest food.
after breakfast of only mushroom soup, vomited twice.
have de feeling of vomiting but if i continue so,
i will be late for today's fyp meeting. so i told myself to buck up.
& a syringe in s'pore seems rare to be found now!
stupid syringe.
yest at imm,
didnt found de syringe i wan.
all is those spoon-like pattern, none suits wad our FYP survey needed.
called mummy.
she told me to go back hm 1st cos time for dinner.
& she advice me to go our hse dwn dere de cold storage see see.
i went to check le.
dun have.
when reach hm.
ate my dinner.
then i totally forgotten about informing my team about me haven got de syringe yet.
called eugene at 11pm plus.
he said to call him back in 5-10mins.
forgotton again.
i was so vexed in not getting a simple thing done!
then daddy told me to ask my team to help me buy.
i reject his suggestion.
for my ONLY duty is to get a syringe!
yet i couldnt get it.
team had alr did wad they suppose to get.
& if i tell them to get for me,
they will be thinking dat i am incompetent
& dat i am shrinking my responsibilities.
i felt so helpless & hopeless.
nxt day which is today,
i called roy and inform him about me not getting de syringe yet.
he only gave me a response dat sounds like,
"that's ur buisness. it's ur duty to get it."
ya know, dat kind of attitude.
fine lor.
my bus stops at dear's hse area.
& so i decided to pop around his area to find.
since got so many store, should have de!
but suay suay all dun have -.-
sheng shiong staff still tell me, actually have but there will be a period dun have.
i was thinking,
and today was so 'lucky' to be this period-.-
nvm.
called vian to inform.
den she also another wan giving me attitude.
then i know that my teamates not happy wif me le.
they die die wan de syringe.
they giving me de feeling of
"i dun care how u get it, no matter wad u must get it."
wad a team spirit huh?
den in de late noon,
roy & vian told me dat the whole team was angry and pissed off wif me today.
heard dat eugene wanna scold me,
but roy stopped him.
ok.
it's all for a syringe.
they got de things which can be easily found almost anywhere.
like cups.
but syringe?!
i also didnt expect dat now s'pore dun sell de syringe we want.
i today vomit.
having headache + giddyness.
having stomach upset.
den whole day keep having nausulting feeling.
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on my way to cwp for syringe,
ez-link card suddenly no sensor, no 'beep beep' sound when i tap.
bus uncle: u must scan ur card.
-i roll white eyes, aint i scanning for like thousand times infront of him, but i still scan again-
*still no 'beep beep' sound*
me: then?
bus uncle: u must pay money.
me: i'm using concession pass leh!
bus uncle: u must pay money.
-roll another white eyes-
mins later when de bus didnt turn into de interchange.
i scold myself fuck for taking de wrong bus.
msged dear and told him about de ez-link and wrong bus.
i was expecting comfort from him.
but he scolded me instead.
fine lor.
seems like today every moment seems to be my fault.
eugene say de cold storage 930am opens.
tell me to wait for like 10mins for me to go look for de syringe.
10am then open ok!
i stand outside waiting for 1hr despite feeling so uncomfortable.
nvm.
den cold storage staff told me they dun sell pharmacy stuff!
wth!
went to gardian which also opens at 10am.
also no syringe!
but a dropper which can close-one-eye say ok for use for survey.
wanted to explain my situation to roy but kanna say:
"see, u are trying to shrink ur responsibilities now"
fine lor.
den vian say eugene was sick today so temper wasnt good.
AS IN I AM FEELING VERY WELL TODAY!
fine lor. it's so fucking fine.
i only got to sleep for 2 hrs den wake up for FYP
den ppl dun appreciate wadever shit i did.-.-
was so tired dat i
overslept in bus when on my way back hm.
sudden wake up at dunearn road,
close to king's albert rd.
bo bian.
walk back home for ezlink card sudden dealth penalty on me.
walk halfway thru,
droplets of rain falls on me-.-!
haven even reach bukit timah plaza lor!
still got looong way.
kns.
then today got BBQ at hm,
sista fren's bdae-.-
and when i took de cooked food for them,
i tripped & fall on steps.
today pratically is not my day lurh.
pui.
tml still got fyp meeting at 9am.
-sigh-
Labels: a rotten day
6/05/2009 02:28:00 AM