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scold her, she kept silent.
nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
pamper her, she booast.
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
REALLY TIRED TO MAX.
Today,bad day. ):
i was like crawling out of my bed wif half lid eyes opening again... got to 'slept' only at 7am plus, then jiu have to 'wake' up for FYP meeting in sch's lib.
All the while,
i thot today's FYP meeting per usual.. thot only wif teamates. But didnt expect facilitators also will be down there !
&
i was late.
sian T.T
Waited for bloody long for bus to come.. & none of them came when i got to have THREE buses to reach wdlands. it is so wth.
& weather was so bloody kuku hot !
once i sat dwn.. faci jiu ask e normal qn.
" why are you late?"
i thinking.. he sure dun wan listen all crappy things even if it's real.. Cause i now have in mind dat even if i explain (the true fact).. he also think i just bullshit.
Cuz late jiu shi late.
So i just lied to him lor.
me: " i overslept. "
"do u know wad time the meeting is suppose to be held?"
i was still thinking har wad shit? then i say " 2. "
"wad's de time now?"
i look at my big watch.. "now is 2:30pm"
then he say one thing that makes me dulan.
he say: " next time if u are late.. Dun come. "
i was like happily ans him back... " Ok ! "
lols.
I wake up once my alarm strikes 12.
& i bloody well reaallly crawl ~
out. of. bed.
& i had been waiting for either one of the 3 buses.
for hottie long...
& i nvr got to have anything yet in my stomach...
Was sweating, having headache, giddyness
& stomach cramp.
But all i get is only sarcasim receive. ):
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But not long.. i think he has a better impression of me during the meetings discussion..
haha! :) :)
Not all late comers are brianless & slack at work wan OK .
i always have the ability to prove faci wrong :D
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Enuff of sch work.
i just purely told vian about me seeing shane & jiaying in canteen awhile ago...
& she had said wad is more than she should have said.
Was feeling like kanna stab on the back..
But all rpoly-ians are liddat.
e thing is,
such a long-time friendship le..
Anyway, i see her as old fren, then i close one ear...
Bcause i noe wad my frens are.
we always love to listen only to good words wad..
Aren't we?
Bad things just listen and bring it to dustbin throw away lor..
As simple as that.
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Was already like feeling rather blue le..
ah dear still came into the picture and make it worse.
He was getting paranoid.
lately.
when i'was still in sch lib packing up.. we tok on phone. then he accuse me of not listening to him toking when all the while i was paying so attentively to wad he is saying -.-''
Next,
he say i was toking to my fren.. was not paying attention to him at all..
when i was talking to no-one except him -.-''
i think he mistaken cus
my frensss were toking to one another in the background..
Not me. Ok?
But no matter how i explain myself,
he just dun listen & strongly believe wad he thinks it is.
& just bcuz i was still in lib..
i decided that i shalln't lose my temper.
Cus i can't shout mah..
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Next.
i wanted to meet him in cwp.
cus i plan to go wld lib to borrow book & have some small bite before i really fainted from hunger.
But.
he die die also dun want.
he wants me to go to his hse area.
ok lar.
Cuz i say i wanna transfer money.
But he thinks i stupid meh?
cwp there also got mah..
why still need to take de trouble & waste my already very little ez-link fare to his hse area..
then after transfer of $.
Then wad ?
At least cwp can go walk around lor.
i just dun get it.
So i stick to my decision.
& he stick to his dumbell decision.
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Then he was like, ok.
cwp.
But he starts his nonsense again lor.
He told me to take bus to his hse bustop.
Then accompany him walk to cwp.
HAR? Duh ?!! Wth ! -.-''
I that time in sch..
meaning walking to cwp jiu can liao..
& he wants me from A to B and then to A ?!!
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After bickering wif this siao dar bor.
i gave in.
Since he today so soot soot.
i follow him soot till the end lor.
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When i reach.
he still haven reach -.-''
Nvm.
i really no mood to quarrel wif him about this small one.
i was like..
" you now happy liao mah ? Contented le mah ? Shuang le mah ? "
& then he shout loud loud scold me again -.-''
i just now in lib control for so long,
& when i open my mouth to speak for myself..
he say i was showing him temper again..
WHEN ALL THE WHILE WHO IS LOSING HIS MIND AND HIS TEMPER ?!!
i shouted this sentence in my head loud loud lor.
Cus if i say.. he sure say alien things that makes me boil more.
Really. Trust me. He is liddat one.
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Anyway.
Story still long. Don't worry. Cause i am so beat up and emo-ing all of a sudden.
so i won't write le.
i just dun feel like writing or saying anything anymore..
i am so tired.
i need a beach.
For me to scream & shout
the hell out of my throat.
i need a break !
):
Labels: TIRED of everyone
3/21/2009 02:03:00 AM