Yest de yest bah (Sat), happenings happened.

Dun wanna stay at hm to see my black-face sis&mummy&daddy, so i planned to overnight at bin's place, had already told him that i'll be waiting at his working place's bustop for him till he knock off, which i knew will be latest around 7pm+

SO after i showered and packed and waited around 6pm+ then leave e hse. However, plan was foiled, my "gugu", aunt, came and i was thinking 'this means my parents will be back hm soon too lor, better leave earlier..'
SO around 5pm+ i called bin..

ME: wei, i going to leave the hse le
Bin: Har? now wad time nia, wait ar.. (Heard him talking wif someone in e background)
Phone: toot tooot tooot tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot
ME: ...

He calls back in about 2 mins time.

ME: im leaving the hse le, so i will be meeting u at ur bustop there, k?
Bin: orh, okayokay. Dun go 1st lah.. later then leave e hse..
ME: i want to leave le ..
Bin: okay, wait for me at e bustop there.. Aiya later then call u, i now busy. u dun go 1st ar..
ME: i .. . ... . .
Phone: toot toot toot toooooooooooooooooooooooooot

PEK CHEK!

Despite being fuming at the conversation wif bin, i still greet my cousin, wynwyn. Then they smaller than me mah, so in respect he should greet back.

But he say: I dun wan to greet you!

WA LAO EH.

He's like 4yrs old nia leh.. go toilet still need me to carry him up on the toiletbowl and wiped ass for him, but wad did i got back from him? not even a greetings -.-

Then my smaller sis say: Ah jie u going leave hse ar? then can i use ur laptop?

WA LAO.

I going to like 'li jia chu zhou" liao she still asked me for laptop, all she knows is to play nia, i angry ji dao say Cannot!

Despite all the nonsense treatment i'd gotten, i still got say byebye to them when leaving. Time: around 5pm+

At bustop waiting for 171, 961, 170 and 67 to bin's working bustop. Purposely missed all the buses so i can reached there at a later time for i noe it's too damn early to leave e hse.

Too hot at the bustop wif scorching sunlight shining at me so i decided to board up the nxt on-coming bus.

Before going dwn 961, i quickly looked at the time on the ez-link scanner. It says 5pm+
Diao, just now all the "purposely-missed-buses-so-as-to-reach-at-a-later-time" efforts like equal to nth liddat.

Waited waited waited.
Bus came & left. People came & gone.
Time: 6pm+ (this wan is i guess wan. No hp, no watch mah.. But waited super long le..)

Buay tahan, went to find bin at his working place, "Koh brothers" i rmb-ed. Found is found lah, but didnt really went to greet him, i shy.. Lolx. Really lah, i shy lah.. Cause the atmosphere like so man-man liddat wif all cars surrounded.

Plus Bin did mentioned got one colleuges very chio too mah.. If i really saw dat gal and she really is chio-er than me, my face put where? Cannot cannot, i rather dun want to see and dun want to know.

Walked back to bustop and continue to w a i t lor..

Then i thinking, my hair messy not? i looked around, bo toilet for me or mirror leh. walked back to bin's working place, "a har!".. Got car, so i used car's body reflection to brushed my hair. When cars passed by, i pretend that im waiting for someone to open car for me, so i layed on the car, when they gone, heehee, continue looking at e reflection lah!

Time: Around 6:45pm
not guess again hor, went to take bus to beautyworld, saw it when im in bus.
Purpose: to find public telephone

Anxiously walking here and there finding that publicphone because i know it's going to be 7pm- bin usually knock off at this time de

Found one, got one 20cents coin, lucky me, heaved a sign of relief, 'dong' in that coin and phone goes TooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooT.

HUH ?!! wth! cannot use meh?!

dun believe, i 'dong' again.
Phone: ToooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooT

Tried and tried again. still goes toooot sia. Nvm, i go elsewhere find publicphone.
Searched and find, not a single publicphone! Nvm, i go back to bin's working place bustop first, sakali he knocks off liao and came looking for me at the bustop, if im not there jiu cham liao..

Strangely, able to took 961 again. I prayed wif silent hoping dat bin is dwn at the bustop waiting there for me. Reached. NoOne at the bustop! omgomgomg. Nvm, think he haven knocks off yet. Time: 7:15pm

Waited time-lessly again. Sky became dark. Me became scared. Qn popped.
--What if bin already left wif his frens and are now at hm le?
--What if he called my hse because i ain't at bustop and end up letting my whole family knows im "lost"?
But i can't call him ar! Phone spoiled so i didnt bring out. Cant find any publicphone so i cant contact! Argh. im getting a little emotion breakdwn le..

961 came at dat time. so i just board up w/o much thinking, then i decided to go to sissy's hse to borrow phone frm her.

On e way to her hse, saw many black cats, i hate. On e way to her hse, saw 3 guys playing badminton, one even "wee-weet" at me -.-, also hate.

NO ONE IS AT HOME. omg~

knowing no-one at hm, i still go press dat doorbell hoping dat there are ppl in there just that he/she is sleeping. Regretted pressing sia, alarmed her dog jiu got lah.. Barked at me like im burgler liddat. Whole building also can hear le lor.. *paiseh* Walked fast fast to take lift. SO i decided to walked to her mrt's nearby bustop (infront of sisi hse), rmb like got publicphone for me. DUN HAVE! Nvm, i walked back to bustop (way back behind of sisi hse).

On e way back saw one pitite woman carrying a singtel carrier, she look like maid. Obviously bought a new phone. i roll white eyes at her. Angry sia, maid also got phone leh, me leh..Still on e way, saw one publicphone across e road, i crossed lor, see got teens mah, if not paiseh leh, now wad generation liao no phone still use publicphone, then i took coin out wan put, and u know wad? No slot for me to 'dong' coin in! WA LAO, only for card. Grrrrrr...

Took 961 (again), thinking of going back to bin's working place.Time: 8pm+Nvm, think he really left le. SO i decided to head striaght to causeway point as i remember there got 6publicphone, can 'dong' coin somemore de.

In e bus, i saw one balangdash ppl, WALAN EH, abbuneh got hp too leh! omg sia..

That time when i saw ppl using i still thinking: So gambong sia they all, now wad world le, they still using publicphone. Not ma-lu meh? And here i am, using it -.-

Took out the only 20cents coin, finally wanna 'dong' and ringed bin, suddenly..

Stranger: Excuse me lady, can u lend me 10cent? I need to use the publicphone but i've no coin.
ME: ...
Stranger: can?
ME: but i only got one 20cents leh..
*Stranger looked at me wif pity eyes. WADehell, i also very pathetic already okay.. Should cry wan is me bah.. *
ME: erm.. i go change coin lor..
*changed to 2 one cents coin*
Stranger: ty.
*i ignored her, ppl angry & nervous & hungry & cold & tired liao le LAH*

ME: ah dear ar!
Bin: Darling!
ME: im now at causeway, come find me..
Bin: where u?
ME: ... im now at causewaypoint, come find me! i meet u at (saw seven-eleven) 7-11 there! okayokay?
Bin: okayokay, u now at causeway ar.. come my hse there wait for me..
ME: ... I DONT WANT. IM NOW AT CAUSEWAY MAH~
Bin: okayokay, u wait there for me..
ME: i very hungry, u faster come, we go eat tgt..
Bin: darling u go eat 1st, k?
ME: I DUN WANT. I WANT TO EAT TOGETHER. U FASTER COME LAH..
Bin: okayokay, wait for me k? dun go anywhere..
ME: ok

waited waited waited.
i actually wait until abit gong gong liao, blur-ed, suddenly..

Stranger: excuse me lady, is this causewaypoint?
ME: ...
Stranger: hello?
ME: y..a.. ya..
Stranger: then inside got sk jewellery?
ME: ... i think so.
Stranger: u noe where is it?
ME: ... (looked inside and saw it), there.. at dere, the red color wan..
Stranger: where? orh.. ok, ty.

TAN JUN BIN LEH. i want to bite people liao..

cnt stand it, i sat at the corner and wait. Cold weather dat night wif big wind, worn sweater but purposely left my hand uncovered so as to let bin touch and felt guilty for letting me to wait for soooooo long!

wait until blur-ed again, suddenly..

"where u gone to"
looked up.. AH DEAR ~~~~
sobsobsobSOBsobsobsob.. u finally here.

immediatly filled my face wif tears. i told him a brief story of wad happened to me while tearing. Bin then pat at my head and said: "im super worrried for u, called ya family and even ur frens to ask whether u wif them not"

ME: ... (asked all my frens -.-)

went to have fried fish thick noodle and packed 3 chicken wings. cried at bin hse for he watched the mummy tomb of e dragon emperer wif me until fall aslp. Mainpoint is, he pushed me away and heckcare me! I am so angry and he actually fallen sound aslp! Angrier than before, i packed my bag thinking of leaving his hse but.. i no key -.-

then i sat and emo at one corner. think here & there and cried again. Louder this time. Purposely wan, heh heh, bin finally wakes up and comfort me.
But im not easily to be give in to. Cried and make a noise and mention "him" infront of bin. This time, he dulan and scolded me, full of anger and was energetic le..

Wooo. He's wide awake, gd gd. Quarrelled for a few mins and silent crawls in. Not totally silent lah, i still did weep a little. Out of e blue, bin carried me up. Initially he's having a little difficulty in carrying me, then i thinking..
"no strength meh? lousy, i am underweight leh.."In the end he still successfully carried me up to bed -.-. Chatted hearts-to-hearts for awhile and when everything is settled dwn i said i wannted to slp, tired le..
Time: 3:30am

And tml bin still have to report to work early in e morning. Heex. Xing ku ni le..

Im heading off to bed! Long loooooooong blogging for today. wanted to explain to ppl who are concern about me.
Nights!